theres.no.place.like.home
sometimes i wish i was one of those people going out of state for college
...or at least out of town
i mean i love my dad to death be sometimes hes so ... hard to live with. "work *such and such* hours ... we need to make *such and such* money" ... and we're not even bad off ... all i need to do is pay insurance on my car ... and i'll have enough for that
but yet a part of me doesn't want to grow up ... i never want to leave my dad
... i can't even imagine
if only i could go straight from living at home to getting married and starting a family ... skip the whole college experience ... "new school, new people, new teachers, new chapter of my life" phase
but i realize that can't happen ... and that's ok
art school will be fun though ... i want to be set up to be successful
and in a weird kind of way
... i'm really excited
...
...
and terrified at the same time
but as my manager at work tells me
"walk in, hold your head high, go *balls to the wall*, and learn a lot of shit" | 
